Today.

Today, I decided to post another invisible text message. I don't know, call me desperate for content. I think it's kind of fun.

So, I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. I love to think about life, where I've been, where I am, and where I could possibly be going. Where I've been is easy to see, and I am amazed at the grace that has been granted me. God knows I am undeserving, and yet, here I am.

Where I am is sometimes clouded by the blur of life. Keeping up with work, keeping up with studies, spending family time, working on ministry, annoying my wife. It all blends into a jinormous pot that is the stew of life. But yet, when I stop to think, I can't help but feel enormously blessed. I strive to be where God wants me to be.

Finally, where I am going. Who knows? God does. I can pretty much envision anything for my future. More kids. A different job. Death. Life. Old age. Success. Failure. I can dream of it all. It doesn't scare me. But yet, there is a seriousness to the future. Others' lives depend on the future.

I guess all of this doesn't make too much sense, so I'll close with a final thought. I thank God that I am not the same now as I was in the past. And I pray that who I am now, prepares me for what I will do in the future.